That's my Life ♥

YY night ^^

2011-08-22T02:52:00.000-07:00

Gab Gab err....

with Yippzhiii~

fat hao at mirror xD

yippzhiii and may lan CUTE!!

sama sama la

two also sot la~~

20/08 ( Yu Yuan Night )

wahahahahaaa....afternoon take lunch with my darling Ah Ching~~ ^^

then go saloon tied hair..wah many "gel"nya~~ disgusting YUCK!!!

go school so early make up change clothes this and that blah blah blahhhh

tired and wonderful night.....=D

Give up buahahahahaha xD

2011-08-22T02:40:00.000-07:00

I'm happy!!

I still love you?

Oh Gosh...please don't be foolish!!!

that's impossible loving a people so long time, moody everyday but you didn't care ==

So....that's time to put down hahahahaha

I am still a happy girl without you... You're just my past tense!!!

How foolish am I loving you for many years?? sot!!!!

and now~~~

I'm totally being the real me without you but with my family and my dearest friends!!!

but lastly...

Thanks for ever loved me...hahahahahaha 解脱 yihhiiiiii!!!!

RELAX~~~~~ xD

2011-08-22T02:25:00.000-07:00

Charmaine Chee Sheau Shyuan, Me!!!

Cadee and Charmaine ( sis and me)

Stupid face xD

captured my Charmaine

my mum walking ==

sister~~~ fat hao

captured by Cadee

What face?? Huh??

Re-update =)

go Semporna for 3days two nights buahahahahaha xD

with my mum and elder sister...

First can avoid you (past tense) next relax~~ after exam week Gosh~

Mabul island..how good if we're staying at thr =(

Swim with fish play with the sand ~~ that's my favourite!!!!

first time swimming in the sea without wearing any life jacket!!!

So scare luckily got my sis~~ Wohoooo xD

but at last also swim to a bit far thr... scare die!!!

Have a lot of fun awwwww~~~

Can I know the answer?

2011-07-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

Actually am I the replacement for her to you?

Did you ever love me before?? even just a little bit~

Did you really sad when he is hugging me last time?

Did you just treat me like I'm your doll?

time passed...then thew it away just like a rubbish?

I'm always the replacement for her, isn't it?

Who are you actually?

How can you make me fall in love with you that deep?

I hate myself suddenly drops my tears just because of you...

I hate myself for loving you so much..

I hate myself for loving you again and again~

You didn't do something wrong...

It's just my problem to fall in love with you and just can't forget about all those memory about you...

I wish I can erase all the memory...

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you

Or We never know each other.. living in a life which you and me never appear in front of each other..

I wish I never fall in love with you before...

I wish all of these never happen... and it's just a dream~

What should I do so that I totally won't miss you and won't love you anymore??

You make my life brilliant and meaningful....

You give me a lot of happy memory...really can't forget~

Do you know? No matter how a person love another..inside his/her heart was just the only one, no one can replace.... And Me too~ as well as you too, isn't it?

For me, No one can replace you for now

For you, No one can replace her...

I just like a fool in front of you~ let it be cause I already get use to it

最后，我们还是回到了各自的原点

你转身之后，我却还不舍得放手~

可以告诉我这一些答案吗？这样我就真的没有遗憾，离开你的世界~ 从新开始各自的生活，好吗？

2011-06-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

I Miss You ~

Do you understand?

I told you everything but you didn't give me any respond~

and you came on the next day...

I thought you won't come my house again

even want to fetch someone just stay in the car and wait

but you really come down from your car...

I'm really so happy on that moment but when you leave...

Moody again~

I really wish I can ask you don't go..

I really wish I can hug you tightly...

but I can't ~~

I miss you :'(

TT

2011-06-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

我知道也许你还不能忘记他~

我明白有些事情是不能勉强的~

所以我真的没有要你给我什么答复~

但你能不能至少告诉我你不喜欢我？

至少我不会一直胡思乱想。。我不会想，你是否还喜欢我，是否还对我有一点点的感觉？

如果有一天，你真的给我那么一次机会的话~

我真的会很珍惜。。

即使有一天我们分开了，而你的原因是你不喜欢我了

我也要！！至少我知道你对我的感觉~

至少我也有理由来忘记你~

我真得很后悔当初为什么没有好好珍惜你~

为什么没有把你紧紧地留在我身边~

为什么我就是那么的不会珍惜而现在才来后悔呢？

我知道时间是不能够重来的~

我真的很喜欢你。。就算这一刻我忘了你，但下一刻我的脑海里统统都是你的画面

我还记得我们在一起的第7天。。我睡了~

但你发了我一封让我难忘的简讯。。so sweet

我真的统统都记得！！我也不曾忘记~

只要有你在的地方，我就谁都忽略~

我喜欢你，喜欢到一个无法自拔的地步~

每个人都说我笨，叫我放弃你！

我尝试过了，但我做不到！或许是我没有努力吧~

我不要忘记你，我也不想忘记你。。

我只会说要放弃你，但我根本没有努力过~

对不起~~

有人说：要忘记一个人，就要开始另一段新恋情

我尝试过，但为什么做不到呢？

只有你能够把我的生活搞得如此的地步~

记得你答应过我很多东西

你说过等你有了驾照,你会载我去看戏,唱K. 你没做到~

你说等我从KK回来，可以和你去喝茶~

做不到的承诺为什么答应呢？

我真的很喜欢你~~~ do you understand？？

I miss you!!

Want an ENDING

2011-06-10T21:14:00.000-07:00

Why always like that???

I don't understand~~~

Who are you?? Why you are just the only one can make me become like that??

We start from a beginning but we don't have an ending...

I don't want...

When you appear... my eyes just got you

I will happy whole day even though you just reply me few msg...

I not dare to look at you when you are looking at me...

If we can start once more~

i'll appreciate...really appreciate...

but if you say break and the reason is you don't love me

i know i will more hurt but at least next time i wont think too much

think about maybe you still like me or something...like now

I just want an ending~~~

so that i can totally give up you~~

Am I stupid???

I cant control myself...

I really try so hard to love someone else...i did love other but at last my heart still cant forget you..

How Foolish am I?

Can I have one more chance??

I Love You~

='(

2011-06-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Don't go, you know you will break my heart ~

I miss you !

=)

2011-01-23T01:09:00.000-08:00

I Love You~!

I really did Love you

2011-01-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

one the first week...I thought we're impossible to keep our relationship

but...after that week...

I realised I have Fall in Love with you deeply...very very deep

I treat me very good...

I cant say anything...just

I Love YOu very veey Much =)

working week =(

2010-11-20T22:01:00.000-08:00

Haih Haih Haih~~~~

it's still ok on the first day but........

those "kakak" just like SHIT!!!!!!!!

the fat one ask me wash this and that....LOL

work jor many years du never gv "kakak" ask me wash things.........

I think i will wash when "kakak no ask me to do that

but they asked me.........MM SONG >:(

I thought all kakak are "good People"

who know????? "Duk Yen Bui Jek" de wah......

ask me do things jiu straightly tell me

dun asked people tell me....and don't always what also Madam Wong

I know sometimes we were too noisy and disturbed your work

but can you tell us not to talk so loud???

my mum asked me do what I should know...

no need you tell us and say we cheat you

But anyway....I will just smile with all of you eventhough you treat me like Shit

and you'll know....I'm not good to bully!!!!!!

My Dear ♥

2010-10-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

Shiuan hlp Ying comb hair...xp

Your Friendship is very Precious to Me ^^

All ★ Star

Ying...YanYing and Mian =)

Jia YOu Jia YOu =)

2010-10-19T05:52:00.001-07:00

Exam week coming soon...Haih ~

hope I can get good results on all subjects lorh....

Gambatte ^^

Girly

2010-10-08T08:26:00.001-07:00

Girly by Charmaine96 featuring a black coat

Simplicity

2010-10-06T08:21:00.001-07:00

Simplicity by Charmaine96 on Polyvore.com

2010-09-24T19:28:00.000-07:00

你已经不喜欢我了吧！

你已经不在乎我了吧！

你已经不懂我了吧！

你已经对我感到厌倦了吧！

你已经把我当成一个只是可以操控心情的玩具罢了吧！

虽然你对我还有感觉，但那已不再是爱情

也许我还不够了解你，可是你却没有给我这个机会~

难道这又是我的错吗？

为什么每一次都是你先生气？

为什么都是你先不回信？

为什么都是你常常忍心地把我丢下？

那又为什么当发生了这些事情时，都是我先说对不起？？

我做错了吗？？

如果换做是你被一次又一次地伤了心，

一次又一次的莫名其妙被丢下，

心里面的伤痕已多地没有空档的地方再被伤害了，

你还会傻傻地等吗？

你一点也不了解那种痛到底是怎样的痛~

那种失望是如此的失望~

开心就对我很好，

不开心就敷衍我，

这一切的一切。。。都让我变得对爱产生了恐惧

不敢在期待些什么，也不敢靠得太近~

做不通朋友也好，但至少我知道我在你心中已没有地位了~

我们就到此为止吧！

Nice Nice NicCCcceeeeeeE ~~~

2010-09-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

你不知道的事 ~ 王力宏

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛

再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星

但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开

你我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎落满地

在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见那高空里

多的是你不知道的事

寂寞寂寞就好- Hebe

2010-08-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

还是原来那个我不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦对着

镜子我承诺迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容

不算什么爱错就爱错

早点认错早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉

我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你是我自己做梦你又改变什么

再多的爱也没用每个人有每个人的业障因果

会有什么什么都没有

早点看破才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的

我总会把你戒掉

Leo Club Installation Night ~

2010-08-21T19:39:00.000-07:00

Vun gv me de Flower ^^
My pic

Last night go Sabah Hotel have dinner...

Although so boring but oso can see many leng lui and leng zai worr....

Go Kenny thr set hair...So leng orh Micheal set dou...=)

And I oso wanna thanks CHUNG YEE VUN..

He gv a Flower to me...=)

Thank You!!!

BFF ~ ♥

2010-08-18T02:19:00.000-07:00

我真得很感谢你这位很有义气的朋友

在我最伤心，最难过的时候

在我身边陪着我

虽然我跟他们和好了

但你还是我很好很好的朋友

我还是很谢谢你 - YanYing

你们永远都是我最好的朋友

Muackx

YanYing, Jasmine, Jalaxy & YOU ~ ♥

Friendship ~

2010-08-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

为什么？

就因为“她”？

我不会怪她，因为这是你们的选择

你们选择了跟他，我也不能逼你们

看到你们跟他一起是那么的开心，那么的快乐

我就觉得你们已经不需要我了。。。

不是我不肯坦白，只是我总不能对你们说我不喜欢你跟他交朋友吧！

我真的不明白。。。

难道认识了三个星期比认识了三年还珍贵吗？

我每天都要假装着开心，微笑

每天都要告诉自己“真的美关系的”

我真得很累。。。

虽然还有很多朋友说你们不值得我为你伤心

但我还是放不下。。。始终还是哭了~

如果你们觉得是我的错而你们没有错的话

我在这里跟你们说“对不起，都是我的错！”

我对你们真得很失望。。。=(

Disappointed ~

2010-07-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

爱情，亲情，友情

最伤的是哪一个？

从来没试过发生这种事，只会在一旁安慰别人

今天是我最伤心，也是最失望的一天。。。

我明白，我也了解。。。

我没有权力让你不跟别人交朋友，就算是不喜欢也没那个权利

不知道为什么，当我听到你对我说这些话时

我的心，就像掉落的玻璃一样--碎了！！

我试着跟他和好，跟他谈心。。

但他却不领情，也不耐烦。。。

不知道是我心里作用还是我想太多了，或许吧~

我终于明白，有些是不是说不去想就可以做得到

或许还会更去想。。。

不是说不理就可以不理。。

或许这就是友情的力量吧！

可以轻易的就把人弄哭，轻易的就伤到。

今天我真得很想哭，我也不知道为了什么

只是觉得很想哭，但还是忍着！！！

~ 友情就是那么的伤人 ~

Definitely no mood Today=(

23/07

2010-07-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

take jor this pic...

Today is my dead date coz I'm sitting for the PIano exam arh!!!!!!!!!!

wah....hak sei me~~~

but mou bin lor....

Night go my grandma home eat...coz she BIRTHDAY...

I LOVE YOU...GRANDMOTHER

Stop Pen =)

~ THE END ~

2010-07-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

Phew~~~ Thank God!!!

The feeling between me and you is getting lower and lower.....

10 Days....so hard to pass

It's the first time I feel so weird

because I exactly can't feel the feeling that I'm PT-ing

WHY????

Do you really like a people who do not like you together with you...

Maybe your answer is I Don't Care...or We will got feel on One day...I will come true

But my answer is N-O...NO!!!!!

If you really like the person, you should let her/him go to search for her/his Mr/Mrs Right

So....I think we better be friend

It makes me can concentrate on my study....or whatever...anyway

It's OVER

PLEASE RESPECT ME!!!!!!!

2010-07-13T06:21:00.001-07:00

♥ 你一天一定要喝多多水

♥ 如果你有什么不开心，一定要告诉我

♥ 放学了，要第一时间找我

♥ 我爱你

你对我说了这些东西
而，你真的彻底的他动了我的心
本来只觉得你真得很好，就接受
但，经过这几天的相处。。。我不得不说我对你动心了
觉得你对我是真的

♥ SangRangHaeO ♥

S ♥ F

2010-07-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today go hang gai with Jalaxy, Jasmine, JOan at IJM
wah...hot, nyakk...TIred
Go jor many shop but nth can buy...Sien~~~
I only ate a piece of garlic bread and half piece of PIZZa...
MOU WEI HAO
______________________________________
Today also we start de day...10/7
Hope we can pt long dit lor...=))
Thank You^^

What can I do???

2010-07-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

Aiks~ My Piano Grade5 pratical...T_T
I try to do my best in it but....It's still not enough!!!!!!!!!
Who can teach me what can I do???
I am not interestes on it anymore....
I love Music I love Piano
But....I guess I will Fail in Grade 5
I feel it's enough...but teacher say not enough...
DurHhhh................
I don't want to learn piano anymore....
It's so tired and so hard..........Maybe
But how am I going to tell my mum.....
Left three Grades!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haih~Grade5 can almost make me die ad...
I can't imagine if I continue my Piano Exam.....
Why Why Why??????????

你不懂我，我不怪你

2010-07-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

我累了，也倦了
经过这几天的思考
我觉得我应该放下了
你对我的敷衍，的冷淡
我都以为我可以装作不在乎，但其实我不能
我为了你而主动，我是着改变自己
我以为你会明白，其实是我自己想太多了
我以为只要我肯为你付出，你就会了解
其实这些‘我以为’，都只是我以为！统统都不是真实的~
我明白有些是一旦错过了就没有了
对不起！！！
为什么你总是不愿意相信我？
对我来说，回忆即使再怎么没好，再怎么快乐
也只能摆在心里。默默的回味着！
为什么你总是带给我希望，但却又带给我失望呢？
我不想再听到有关于你的一切消息，因为我会忍不住去关心
我不想再让自己去想你，因为我怕我会忍不住流泪~~~

Because You Love Me - Celine Dion

2010-06-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made.e true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I a Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blesse

Happy Father's Day =))

2010-06-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

This is the flower WE buy for my DADDY =)

Today is Father's Day..nth special coz Dad not at home also....=(

Go shop work...many people

_______________________________

And and and..........................

Today is my BaoBei Jalaxy Birthday lerr....haha

no celebrate with her err....=((

_______________________________

Haiz~~~

Tomorrow need to go back school study wah...=((

Sien~~~~

~ End ~

2010-06-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

♥ 爱不是占有，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，

♥ 我想我对你的爱不会是永久，因为会有地老天荒的时候，就算没有地老天荒，我的爱也会有期限，那就是当你不爱我的时候！

♥ 在我的心里~你是我的唯一~不是第一。

♥ 我曾听人说过，当你不能够再拥有，你唯一可以做的，就是令自己不要忘记。

♥ 我还在原地等你，你却已经忘记曾来过这里。
♥ 爱你，很久了，等你，也很久了，现在，我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久……

♥ 让你在没有我的地方疯狂，让我在没有你的世界坚强。

♥ 请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真的。

♥ 感情不是够付出够努力，就能留住幸福

♥ 你可以沉默不语，不管我的着急，
你可以不回信息，不顾我的焦虑，
你可以将我的关心，说成让你烦躁的原因，
你可以把我的思念，丢在角落不屑一顾，
你可以对着其他人微笑，
你可以给别人拥抱，
你可以对全世界好，
却忘了我一直的伤心……

♥ 爱你 ♥

2010-06-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

♥ 我好想和你谈天，但却害怕你不想

♥ 我好像做你的女朋友，但你应该不会接受吧！

♥ 我好想和你，但却害怕你不回信

♥ 我好想和你表白，但却没那种勇气

♥ 我好想告诉你我对你是真心的，但你却不相信！

♥ 可以在相信我一次吗？？？

Love Quotes

2010-06-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

How can I spell S_ccess

Without "U"

G_tie OR

_niq_e

I can't even have F_n

Without "U"

OR Any Good L_ck

Wthout "U"

Look like I just can't S_rvive

Without "U"

Don't say you LOVE me

unless you really DO

because I might do something crazy...

....Like Believe It

Tell my heart to stop beating

Tell my mind to stop thinking

Throw a stone into the oceanand tell it to stop sinking

Tell the sky not to be so blue

Well thats like telling me not to be in LOVE with you....

LOVE is the master key...

to open the gate of HAPPINESS!!!

I LOVE YOU ♥

KK Trip ~

2010-06-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

At kk day day eat crab...eat dou sien~~
Starbucks Coffee~~~the cup so small [cute]

Eight o'clock morning start our juorney..^^

wah...one-thirty afternoon sin arrive orh...nyak~~

but arrive there jiu start shopping XD

the next day go Warisan Square...

we nine-thirty go but hvnt open de larr....sit at thr ngong ngong wait

many shirt leng orh...

I just bought a shirt. two pants and a pair of CONVERSE shoes

so happy edi lorr...

I met Jalaxy at HengLoong..haha

eat together tim~

mm xiong back sdk tim~~~

kekex ^^

Suddenly so miss my BFF

♥ Jalaxy

♥ Jasmine

♥ JingSan

♥ YanYing

♥ YOU

Holiday...~~~

2010-06-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

Holiday ler...sien~

wan go shop work...

everyday work till so tired...always lay at bed jiu sleep

and want wear different clothes to work everyday...

HaizZz ~~~

but, Monday want go KK lerr....haha

happy...

KK wait for me!!!!! XD

Exam Week !!!!

2010-05-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

EXAM WEEK~

STUDY ARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16/05

2010-05-17T01:34:00.000-07:00

The cloud like love...I take de ^^
This is YanYing make geh EGG...delicious~~

Yesterday YanYing, Jasmine come to my home...

YanYing no eat..thn she decided to make egg and put into the bread...

DELICIOUS!!!!

Then YanYing and Jasmine still not full...

They asked Joan to cook Mee Sedap for them...haha

Later, my borther asked us wanna watch ghost movie or not...

We go down stair and watch...

the movie's name 鬼影..speak Thai de

Wah...so horrible!!!

We all scream....AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jamine always hold YanYing geh hand..coz she so scare XD

Haha...so song orh..^^

next time ask thy come again arrrr............XP

Saturday...^^

2010-05-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today after...Joan, Jasmine, Yik and me go KFC

Funny....Talk many nonsense XD

Then Jasmine go my home a while then back home take care her little brother...=)

haha...I take jor a photo...

LoL

2010-05-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

最后我还是选择了拒绝你。。

不是因为她，也不是因为你。。

只是我觉得我们并不适合

我对你根本没有喜欢的感觉

如果我接受了，我会觉得对不起你。。。

长痛不如短痛，不是吗？？

我想我还需要一点时间

今天，我看到你。。。

也没什么特别。。。

可是，我感觉到。。。

JAsmine LoVe Yxk。。。XD

对不起。。。

2010-05-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

真得很想对你说声“对不起”

我知道现在我再怎么解释也已经没有用了。。。

我知道我不应该。。

我真的不知道我该怎么办。。。

这一切一切都是我的错。。对不起

这段感情让我失去了你。。。

谁可以教我，我该如何解决？？

你可以恨我，怪我，打我，骂我。。。

我真的不想失去你这个朋友。。。

真的。。。。

我想我做不到你要的。。。

这世上应该没有人比你更爱他吧！！

我不奢望你原谅我。。。但请你接受我的一句

对不起！！！

First Time..

2010-05-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

haha...today is my first time eat RICE at school....XD

I ordered the egg and Jalaxy order the vegetables....we share together...

bcause scare not nice...XD

then we take back our class to eat...

Wow!!! I never know that canteen's rice is not bad de...

Happy Mothers' Day...

2010-05-09T02:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I take it for granted

that you know how I feel...

But on Mothers' Day,

I want to tell you

just how much I appreciate you.

You've always been

understanding and patient with me,

and I've always known

I depend on your love and support...

no matter what.

So I want to say Thank You

for all you've an improtant part of my life,

and you are the best mum in the world

I LOVE YOU

with all my heart~~~

♥ Happy Mothers' Day ♥

放下。。。

2010-05-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

我觉得我已经放下你了。。

但，我还是很谢谢“她”向我解释这一切一切

我还是接受了。。可是，这已经是太迟了

我对你已经没存有任何希望了

我真得很想对你说

我想和你做一辈子的朋友。。

想和你成为无话不说得好朋友。。

但，你愿意吗？？

我想我已经知道了答案，

才不敢对你说。。

因为不想在受到伤害了。。

我宁愿保持我们现在的状态，变成陌生人。。

也不想对你坦诚我的希望。。对不起！

请原谅我不够勇敢。。。

好好好。。。

2010-05-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

为了你好，请你坐好，用心听好

钱多钱少，够用就好。

人丑人美，顺眼就好。

人老人少，健康就好。

家穷家福，和气就好。

老公晚归，有回就好！

孩子从小，就要教好。

博士也好，买菜也好，长大以后，乖乖就好！

房屋大小，能住就好。

名不名牌，能穿就好。

两轮四轮，能驾就好。

一切烦恼，能解就好。

坚持折着，放下最好。

人的一生，平安就好。

不是有钱，一定会好。

心好行好，命能改好。

谁是谁非，天知就好。

天地万物，随缘就好。

很多事情，看开就好。

你好我好，世界更好。

总而言之，知足最好！！！

♥ 爱 ♥

2010-05-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

♥ 叶子的离开不是风的召唤，而是树的舍弃。

♥ 有一天你能到我的心理去，你会看到那里全是你给的伤悲。

♥ 你不曾给我一次回眸，我却始终在对你微笑。　　

♥ 痴情的一方注定伤的最深，自古痴情终成空　　　

♥ 我终生的等候，换不来你刹那的凝眸。　　

♥ 你是我编造的童话故事中的王子，而我只是你生命里一个匆匆的过客。　　

♥ 我的选择是爱你或更爱你,你的选择是爱我或不爱我! 　　

♥ 宁愿笑这流泪　也不哭着说后悔　。　　

♥ 我的翅膀　被一滴泪烫伤　飞不到天堂　。　　

♥ 只缘感君一回顾，使我思君朝与暮。　　

♥ 爱一个人不是要拥有他，只要在远方默地注视他，也就心满意足　。　　

♥ 该给的我都给了,我都舍得,除了让你知道我心如刀割　。　　

♥ 我也不想吊死在你这颗树下，因为会给你带来顾虑，可我自己也无可奈何，喜欢一个人有错吗？　　

♥ 我不敢奢求太多，只想把瞬间当成永远，把现在都变成回忆，一点一滴。　　

♥ 让一个人走进自己的心里,是不知不觉的。　　

♥ 我本将心向明月,奈何明月照沟渠　。　　

♥ 我做的一切都是默默的，有苦有甜更多的是自己咀嚼心痛　。　　

♥ 此情可待成追忆,只是当时以惘然　。　　

♥ 自尊丢到墙角，掏出所有的好，你还是沉默　。　　

♥ 我选择离开,不是想成全,不是想放弃,只是想你我重新认识。　　

♥ 有一种隐忍其实是蕴藏着的一种力量，有一种静默其实是惊天的告白。　　

♥ 孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。　　

♥ 如果没有了眼泪，心是一片干涸的湖　。　　

♥ 至今我都没打算要放弃，心决定坚持多久，自己到底又能坚持多久，我真的不知道．　　

♥ 无数次的擦身而过　装做不经意　。　　

♥ 世上最残忍的事是你明明知道我喜欢你，却当作不知道。　　

♥ 我们放下个性,放下原则,放下自由,只是因为放不下一个人　。　　

♥ 因为爱过，所以不会成为敌人，因为伤过，所以不会做朋友。　　

♥ 擦身而过，也是一种很深的缘分。

♥ 可以用1天时间爱上一个人，但却要用1辈子去忘记一个人。

始终。。。

2010-04-30T20:33:00.000-07:00

我真得很想彻底放下你

但，我想我还不能。。

不知道为什么

我总觉得自己对你还有一丝感觉。。

我不知道是什么感觉

但我只知道那是种很不一样的感觉

每天看到你，就会有一点开心

当我没看到你时，也没什么特别。。

这到底是什么感觉？？

我还喜欢你吗？？

这问题一直围绕着我。。

可我却没有答案。。

GO to my cousin b'day...

2010-04-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

her brother is helping her to blow the cake...XD

another small cow at the side...

The Birthday cake...got her name "Xin Tong"at the top thr is cow lai de...

just back from my uncle's house...

bcoz today is my cousin one year old birthday...CUTE!!

her brother sot sot de...like to drink cold water..but his mum don't give

he always go find water to drink...and simply drink people's 100plus

they both are so cute...his sister nvr smile bfore...

I think it's so hard to make her smile...

she's so queit...LOL

the birthday cake VERY beautiful....

宁愿你伤害我也不要你欺骗我....

2010-04-23T23:57:00.000-07:00

每天找你聊天。。真得非常开心

但在学校看到你去找‘她’的时候，我的心就会像脆弱的玻璃一样。。

碎了~

听朋友说你送苹果给“她”。。我可以告诉你，我一整天都没心情了

回到家找你，问你是不是。。你给了我答案

可是，这答案不是真的。。我依然选择相信你~

但，你每一天都会像陪女友般的去“她”的班陪“她”

聊天。。。

我对你的信任也渐渐的磨灭了。。。

我不怪你，因为这是你的选择

我应该尊重你。。

我不能为你做些什么。。但至少我能成全你

我对自己说过不会再打扰你，更不可以再想你。。

想把你彻底的忘掉。。但就连你发给我的每一封信，我也舍不得删掉。。

宁愿你伤害我也不要你欺骗我....=（

[ 比我幸福 ]

2010-04-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

望着广场的时钟
你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请你一定要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放逐
望着广场的时钟
你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终祝福
有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请你一定要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独
都别在乎
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请你一定要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后
再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿~~

No Computer...

2010-04-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

I can't write blog le.....coz no computer!!!!!!!!!!

Need to wait till I got computer sin start writing my blog...

THX!!!!!!!!!!

New Year...

2010-02-19T20:41:00.000-08:00

My Baby and me...>,<

JOan and me...XD

Jasmine dear and me...mackz

My cute Baby and me...mackz mackz!!

年初一~~~

我们一家人去外婆家。。。

然后我，我哥哥和我大姐就去了他的朋友的家。。。

晚上去了外婆家吃饭~

年初二~

去了鳄鱼湖。。

吃了午餐然后就回家

因为会有人来我家拜年。。

晚上去了我爸的朋友家“open house”

年初三~

下午跟我大姐去了她朋友的家。。

看到“Jackson”。。。

他很搞笑咯。。。

到了傍晚就回家因为晚上有两个朋友Open house

到了晚上差不多十点半。。。就去看72租客

funny..wakakaka XD

年初四~

我妈的老朋友来我家拜年。。

然后带了他们到Equator喝茶

然后妈妈就在我到Jalaxy的家。。

年初五~

我哥哥的朋友最早到我家。。

然后Jalaxy从早上就没有吃东西了。。

所以了我们陪他出去吃Sushi..

Jasmine又没有来我家。。nyak

That's all....

THE END~

Go Dinner...^^

2010-02-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

Last night go dinner...

eat dou so full...aiks

Cyndi Wang - 很爱

2010-02-06T21:21:00.000-08:00

当你开始变沉默习惯逃避我
爱你的心开始慌了被摇晃了
空气冻结了你转身扬起的残忍
我不认的记得你说
有你在怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的
是你说的你很爱我
为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我
在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我
只是不再牵我的手
幸福地图被你带走
爱回不来了当

My favourite song...=)

2010-02-05T19:51:00.000-08:00

"Beauty And The Beast"

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.
"Beauty And The Beast"

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

为什么？？

2010-02-05T19:22:00.000-08:00

为什么我们的爱情就是那么的复杂？？
当你“要”的时候。。我就“不要”
可是每当我正很投入在我们的感情上的时候。。。
你却对我忽冷忽热。。。
到我不要了，你却说你要。。。
我要的时候，你又说不要了。。。
我不想再这样下去了，我不知道什么时候应该爱上你。。也不知道什么时候不应该。。。
我累了。。真得累了。。。
我真得不知道你到底要什么。。。你的心里还有我吗？？
我现在的心情就像一首歌一样。。='(

我已经喜欢上你了=）

2010-02-04T02:58:00.000-08:00

渐渐的。。我发现我已经喜欢上你了。。

你可以不相信。。但我对你的感觉是真的

我真的好想你。。。真的好想

真希望可以和你一起出去。。可是你会答应吗？？？

我和你的关系是什么。。。

是很好的朋友，还是情人??

很想每天都能听到你的声音。。

Miss you very much...

Dance..^^

2010-01-30T22:26:00.000-08:00

first...we dance the 第三课（last week learn geh..)

then our presidence say want to 拉劲。。。arhhhh....

seven types....gonna die

then we dance Super Girl (Super Junior M)

OMG!!! so hard...>< teach us that guy teaches very fast....

how I memories those action leh???

HaIZzz....today when i wake up, my leg was pain.... it is becouse of yesterday I "la jing".....

haih.....I wish I can learn Super Girl well....>

Photo with fren

2010-01-30T21:02:00.000-08:00

take photo with Joan

Sorry Adeine~~~

Stupid computer...Argh!!!

2010-01-30T20:18:00.000-08:00

haih....my computer sot jor arhhhhhhh......

all my things inside...if going to format the computer will all lost...Damn!!

my photo...my editor and many many....=(

haih....my pic arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate you...Stupid computer!!!

What am I thinking?

2010-01-27T04:39:00.000-08:00

AM I suppose to like you....or i am just feel that you're so cute...

I reli dont know wad my mind is thinking...Like You?? or Just SIMPLY FRIEND???

Sometimes I really miss you very much...but sometimes won't...

What are these kinds of feeling means???

Except my best friends...I wish to chat with you everyday...

I wish to share my happiness, sadness, or anger with you...

But my mind is just thinking you are my BEST FRIEND!!!

and what my heart thinking??

BEST FRIEND or LOVER????

Really so confuse now....Haih...

Bad Results....=(

2010-01-26T02:12:00.000-08:00

HaiZz...

The stupid history....ask us memories many thing then only out One 填充题　Ａnd two 简答题

and one of the 简答题 is the one i no memories....the teacher reli clever larh...

and my Chemistry only get 36.5 over 50% jek...=(

haih.... Why I always wanna concentrate on my study also will fall asleep geh...

SO hard larhz....

that day my maths oso dunno how to do....Why WHy WHY????

Test week.....ARHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

2010-01-24T00:45:00.000-08:00

OMG~~~ before chinese new year need to test wah...NYAK...

Tomorrow got Chinese test..then tuesday got History and R&V

After that, thursday got SEjarah and Geografi test again...

Haih..next week got chinese test and Science test also... Wanna Die~

the stupid history..haih..need to memories many things...

What England and what what US arh...LOL

BORING~~~... except playing computer, what else I can do??

Now only memories the history...Chinese tomorrow go school sin study lar...

I wish can past this two week as can as it can...PLZ~~~

Sherlock Holmes~~~

2010-01-24T00:30:00.000-08:00

Last night go cinema watch movie...

my dad want to watch LEGION~~

but my sister wanted to watch Sherlock Holmes...

so My dad and my mum watch LEGION and my Sister , JOan and me watch Sherlock holmes...

OMG!!! Sherlock Holmes is very clever....how good if I am him =P

At last..My dad and my mum say that dunno what LEGION is doing...LOL

the Movie is quite nice...but the subtitle so hard to see...LOL

Am I love you??

2010-01-22T22:31:00.000-08:00

为什么原本在我心中一直很重要的他

现在却变得并不是那么重要了?

而为什么我一直当成朋友的你

却突然变的如此的重要了呢???

呵呵...有可能是因为你我才会喜欢 PaNda....^^

黑黑的眼睛....肥肥的身体....XD

以上的描述是关于熊猫~~

可是我真的喜欢上你了吗???

我真的不知道 =(

我现在的心情是什么??

难过, 开心, 伤心, 生气还是想你?????

Haih~~~

My Birthdayz...=)

2010-01-17T00:45:00.000-08:00

FriendZzz....Muackz

Whole family except my second sister...=(

My brother, sister & me

My Birthday cake...XD

receive many angpau ler....haha...

my mum still owe me a DOMO bag...XD

after eating...all of my fren start chatting with each others

I take many photo with Jasmine and Jalaxy...=p

Have a happy Party time...^.^

SIck jor tiam.....T_T

2010-01-09T01:40:00.000-08:00

my liong cha...><

OPen day one week jiu cough...Haih...

Today go Sandakan Hotel eat "dim sum"

and go servey buy something... I buy jor two pair of clips...XD

for Monday geh 仪容检查...later give teacher cut jiu not good larh...

hahaaa.....

School time....

2010-01-08T18:10:00.000-08:00

After school~~~

OMG!!!

although not too many homework but nyak...

always need to wake up early...grrrr...

all sit bside me de ppl are good students but not really know them...

when teacher give us to 自由活动, all of my friends keep chatting with each other and laugh as well...

but I just sit there "ngong ngong" Gosh...

boring school life... =.='''

and my new piano teacher also got some "ngong" de...

I go there one hour and fifteen minutes...she just talk those nonsense...LOL

heard my cousin say she is Keyboard de teacher geh...not really knw how to play piano..

she teach me like teaching those never learn piano bfore de...

and she say about some drum...say press the bass is dunno how geh...

I ask my brother, he say ask her eat shit...><>

♥ 豆腐之家™

2010-01-01T02:19:00.000-08:00

♥ 豆腐之家™ - Jasmine

♥ 豆腐之家™ - Jalaxy

♥ 豆腐之家™ - CHarmaine

♥ 豆腐之家™ - JOan

Sandakan one day trip...><

2009-12-30T20:07:00.000-08:00

28/12

I go out with my sister and her friends at night...

Thy talk many thing....but some i cant understand...>< the last photo...

29/12

We went Sandakan one day trip with my sister's friends...

They are so friendly...

First we go sepilok...see monkey

then go to the "dunno whr" play sampan and we saw a bird say "harlo" to us...haha

later we go Sabah hotel sing K but hvn open...=(

then we go inside there walk lai walk qu...

After that we go veda blue eat ice-cream....

last we go Crocodile farm...we sit one the Crocodile...XD
I am making the sampan move...but cant
The three ice-cream in Veda Blue...The baby MOnkey...><
Dunno wad animal jor...
me and the funniest guy in our tripAt Sabah Hotel...The Beever...Cute ><

me and Puiyan
Monkey..>< Sepilok...

Go eat sushi with my sister..><

2009-12-24T20:37:00.000-08:00

at jiang hu yi...hehe

coz she promise me want to bring me to go...

Have a great night with family =)

2009-12-19T20:56:00.000-08:00

Whole family go eat steamboat at One Malaysia...=)

take picture with my mum...=)Inside gt crab...>< My mum make de ABC....XD
They are eating Crab...^^The chocolate is for kid...bside thr gt small butter cake and 棉花糖..>< Wan leave de photo...><

Go another uncle's house....=)

2009-12-18T23:28:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night my family and I go to another uncle's house

We go thr for celebrate Christmas...XD

My mum brought a roasted turkey and some baked garlic tiger prawn there....

this is the turkey...I forget to take Bfore>< This is the tiger prawn~Yummy~~~
Chocolate Layer Rum forest cake...New cake=)

the X'mas cake..

Go to my uncle's home sleep...=(

2009-12-18T00:55:00.000-08:00

HaiZz....actually we feel happy to sleep thr

bcoz can ply wif my cute "biao di"

zuo you n xin tong...CUTE!!!

but my uncle's wife n 'biao di' just came back from KL

and he very tired, always cry...and wanna sleep faster...

bocz of the boy too tired so her sister cnt come back frm her 'nai ma' thr

bcoz hard to take care for two baby...=(

no more baby can play with us jor...

and and and.....thr only got one blanket that is thin n short...

only can let my 'biao mei' use only...

at night, she always take the blanket (dunno why)

my "biao jie" put her leg inside the blanket

bcoz she very cold...HaiZz...

Hard to sleep....

Go my uncle's house...XD

2009-12-18T00:40:00.000-08:00

A few days ago...we go to my father's friend home bcoz his wife and his daughter b'day...

Than my dad's father go and take a bottle of wine for my dad...

than my dad says he is still full now..

After that, I ask my dad t give me that wine...

All of us drink wine at that time...my "biao jie" seldom drink wine

and her face was whole red...(almost become purple) XD

We feel to boring and go to the car and listen to music

Me and my sister...

Sister, jiun and me

After we ate, my father's friend's daughter's friend all back...

One of my dad's friend ask the host to take a bottle of Corden Blue

and drink...HaiZz....

one of my uncle get drunk and say many funny words....

Wakaka....XD

Work work work~

2009-12-11T01:18:00.000-08:00

This few days go factory thr work...

So boring at home so go thr learn something lor...

Go thr learn make cake jek larh...

But go thr still feel bored~

Yesterday go eat seafood wif my cousin...So Happy~

After eat, my cousin and me got take photo

My hair straight jor ler...haha

Wakaka.....

2009-12-07T06:02:00.000-08:00

Today my grandmother phone me and ask me my whn my mum back...

Then I say dunno bcuz my dad didn't tell me...

Then my grandmother ask me wad is my Sister de phone number

but I dunno...thn I saw a phone on the table...

I didn't ask "jiu" take bcuz i thought that is my bro de fon....

thn i search my sister de phone number but can't...

I think for a while maybe that is my bro de friend de phone coz he is playing Comp

Haha....but i still continue find the phone number...

I failed...=(

I think for a while and maybe that reli is my bro de fren de phone...

then my cousin ask me to see got any phone bside my bro....

I go see and saw his phone was bside him...

that prove that jz nw i take de phone is his fren de...

OMGosh!!!

Hw "lap" I am???

人与人之间的相遇

2009-12-04T20:47:00.000-08:00

人与人之间的相遇
就像是个随机抽样,
在不同的时间与空间之中
彼此相遇...
有些时侯
你根本不想去认识一个人, 你觉得无趣
后来你却发现他
却是你所要认识的那种人...
有些时侯
你非常喜欢一个人
但是缘分交错
让你们只能相遇, 而不能在一起...
或往往你爱的人, 不爱你
而你不爱的人却那样爱你
这复杂的习惯总是如此的跟着我们
解不开, 也算不清...
有些人, 你就是一见如故的感受
有些人, 你就是怎样也说不了几句话
像是一部公车
大家在这一站上车,场又在另一站下车
事情总是是充满变数与未知...
曾经感情很好的朋友,爱既使感觉还在
可是因为彼此都有自己的前程而而疏离
然而某些记忆, 就算多年以后
也难以忘记, 深藏在心底深处
所以朋友们, 试着去珍惜每一次缘分的安排
因为你根本不知道, 错过了这一次
你跟他, 还会在哪一个空间相遇??
也许, 这是你们唯一一次的相遇...
缘分, 是很奇妙的东西
它把原本陌生的两个人牵引在一起
可以互相认识, 交往,
到最后成为朋友
有缘千里来相会
无缘对面不相识~
人与人之间的相遇,
如果却少了缘分的安排
又怎能从相遇中相识呢???
有些朋友虽然不长联络
却长长写一些E-mail给你,
一些笑话, 温馨小品
这就表示他一直在关心你
他将你放在心里
一种特殊的存在情感
虽然不晓得, 你我~
是否~还会相遇??
是否~会被淡忘...
但, 愿你们永远快乐...

My cousin back le....^^

2009-12-04T19:04:00.000-08:00

My cousin almost back from Kl le...

very happy..bcoz she will "pei" me for this holiday....

wakakaka....XD

The stupid line always disconnect...Spoiler!!!

all of those movie also finish watching...haha

my sister come back muz kill me...

bcoz she ask me to wait her come back sin watch together....

but this holiday was too boring so I watch jor sin lor....

Haha...wait her come back I sin "pei" her watch lar....

Got any nice movie to Introduce???PLz tell me...

Thx~

Jalaxy...Bye bye...=)

2009-12-03T19:20:00.001-08:00

这就是Jalaxy咯!!!

我好友Jalaxy今天去KK...T_T

好想跟他一起去噢....他星期一才回...

可是他一定会买手信给我的....wakakaka...XD

想找他聊天,可是电话却打不通...HaiZz

还有...我今天不知道发什么神经...

早上9.10就起来...闷死了...

今天没是做...真是难过的一天啊!!!

我表姐明天回来了....wakaka...XD

他可以陪我啦...hehe^^

好了...祝Jalaxy一路顺风

MuackZz...

自我介绍

2009-12-03T00:45:00.000-08:00

我的名字: 徐晓璇 Charmaine

我的生日: 15/01/1996

未来想成为什么: 钢琴家 Pianist

有没有♥的人: 当然

兄弟姐妹: 4个

最喜欢的顏色:粉红,白色

我的好朋友: Jalaxy, Joan( Mian), Jasmine( Ying)

Gabrielle( Shiuan) & Yan Ying

♥ Love You All ♥

Boring Holiday...

2009-12-02T21:12:00.000-08:00

唉...闷死我了~

自从我从泰国回来, 就只是睡觉, 吃, 看TV 和玩电脑....

无聊的假期....

HaiZz....无聊到连我都会找书来读...ArgH

我姐就和我老妈一起去Meditate,

家里只剩下我爸和我哥 & 我奶奶..

我表妹又去了KK...没人陪我聊天..

我表姐又要等到星期六才回来....

OMG~真的有够闷的...

闷的忍无可忍就来写部落格...

但是, 又不想上学...

真的很想念我的好友门...

Really miss you all....muackzz^^