YY night ^^

Gab Gab err....

with Yippzhiii~

fat hao at mirror xD

yippzhiii and may lan CUTE!!

sama sama la

two also sot la~~

20/08 ( Yu Yuan Night )

wahahahahaaa....afternoon take lunch with my darling Ah Ching~~ ^^

then go saloon tied hair..wah many "gel"nya~~ disgusting YUCK!!!

go school so early make up change clothes this and that blah blah blahhhh

tired and wonderful night.....=D

Give up buahahahahaha xD

I'm happy!!

I still love you?

Oh Gosh...please don't be foolish!!!

that's impossible loving a people so long time, moody everyday but you didn't care ==

So....that's time to put down hahahahaha

I am still a happy girl without you... You're just my past tense!!!

How foolish am I loving you for many years?? sot!!!!

and now~~~

I'm totally being the real me without you but with my family and my dearest friends!!!

but lastly...

Thanks for ever loved me...hahahahahaha 解脱 yihhiiiiii!!!!

RELAX~~~~~ xD

Charmaine Chee Sheau Shyuan, Me!!!

Cadee and Charmaine ( sis and me)

Stupid face xD

captured my Charmaine

my mum walking ==

sister~~~ fat hao

captured by Cadee

What face?? Huh??

Re-update =)

go Semporna for 3days two nights buahahahahaha xD

with my mum and elder sister...

First can avoid you (past tense) next relax~~ after exam week Gosh~

Mabul island..how good if we're staying at thr =(

Swim with fish play with the sand ~~ that's my favourite!!!!

first time swimming in the sea without wearing any life jacket!!!

So scare luckily got my sis~~ Wohoooo xD

but at last also swim to a bit far thr... scare die!!!

Have a lot of fun awwwww~~~

Can I know the answer?

Actually am I the replacement for her to you?

Did you ever love me before?? even just a little bit~

Did you really sad when he is hugging me last time?

Did you just treat me like I'm your doll?

time passed...then thew it away just like a rubbish?

I'm always the replacement for her, isn't it?

Who are you actually?

How can you make me fall in love with you that deep?

I hate myself suddenly drops my tears just because of you...

I hate myself for loving you so much..

I hate myself for loving you again and again~

You didn't do something wrong...

It's just my problem to fall in love with you and just can't forget about all those memory about you...

I wish I can erase all the memory...

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you

Or We never know each other.. living in a life which you and me never appear in front of each other..

I wish I never fall in love with you before...

I wish all of these never happen... and it's just a dream~

What should I do so that I totally won't miss you and won't love you anymore??

You make my life brilliant and meaningful....

You give me a lot of happy memory...really can't forget~

Do you know? No matter how a person love another..inside his/her heart was just the only one, no one can replace.... And Me too~ as well as you too, isn't it?

For me, No one can replace you for now

For you, No one can replace her...

I just like a fool in front of you~ let it be cause I already get use to it

最后，我们还是回到了各自的原点

你转身之后，我却还不舍得放手~

可以告诉我这一些答案吗？这样我就真的没有遗憾，离开你的世界~ 从新开始各自的生活，好吗？

I Miss You ~

Do you understand?

I told you everything but you didn't give me any respond~

and you came on the next day...

I thought you won't come my house again

even want to fetch someone just stay in the car and wait

but you really come down from your car...

I'm really so happy on that moment but when you leave...

Moody again~

I really wish I can ask you don't go..

I really wish I can hug you tightly...

but I can't ~~

I miss you :'(

TT

我知道也许你还不能忘记他~

我明白有些事情是不能勉强的~

所以我真的没有要你给我什么答复~

但你能不能至少告诉我你不喜欢我？

至少我不会一直胡思乱想。。我不会想，你是否还喜欢我，是否还对我有一点点的感觉？

如果有一天，你真的给我那么一次机会的话~

我真的会很珍惜。。

即使有一天我们分开了，而你的原因是你不喜欢我了

我也要！！至少我知道你对我的感觉~

至少我也有理由来忘记你~

我真得很后悔当初为什么没有好好珍惜你~

为什么没有把你紧紧地留在我身边~

为什么我就是那么的不会珍惜而现在才来后悔呢？

我知道时间是不能够重来的~

我真的很喜欢你。。就算这一刻我忘了你，但下一刻我的脑海里统统都是你的画面

我还记得我们在一起的第7天。。我睡了~

但你发了我一封让我难忘的简讯。。so sweet

我真的统统都记得！！我也不曾忘记~

只要有你在的地方，我就谁都忽略~

我喜欢你，喜欢到一个无法自拔的地步~

每个人都说我笨，叫我放弃你！

我尝试过了，但我做不到！或许是我没有努力吧~

我不要忘记你，我也不想忘记你。。

我只会说要放弃你，但我根本没有努力过~

对不起~~

有人说：要忘记一个人，就要开始另一段新恋情

我尝试过，但为什么做不到呢？

只有你能够把我的生活搞得如此的地步~

记得你答应过我很多东西

你说过等你有了驾照,你会载我去看戏,唱K. 你没做到~

你说等我从KK回来，可以和你去喝茶~

做不到的承诺为什么答应呢？

我真的很喜欢你~~~ do you understand？？

I miss you!!

Want an ENDING

Why always like that???

I don't understand~~~

Who are you?? Why you are just the only one can make me become like that??

We start from a beginning but we don't have an ending...

I don't want...

When you appear... my eyes just got you

I will happy whole day even though you just reply me few msg...

I not dare to look at you when you are looking at me...

If we can start once more~

i'll appreciate...really appreciate...

but if you say break and the reason is you don't love me

i know i will more hurt but at least next time i wont think too much

think about maybe you still like me or something...like now

I just want an ending~~~

so that i can totally give up you~~

Am I stupid???

I cant control myself...

I really try so hard to love someone else...i did love other but at last my heart still cant forget you..

How Foolish am I?

Can I have one more chance??

I Love You~